Today we had an appointment at the animal hospital to discuss our project. On our way out, we saw a little cat lying by the roadside completely exhausted, breathing faintly. We rushed back home to grab a carrier. Since we were already heading to the hospital, we brought this little one along with us. I told myself: if the vet treats her and she needs medication, I’ll take her home and care for her myself.

The vet examined her and said she was severely dehydrated, her gums were pale, and there seemed to be fluid in her lungs. I decided to run blood tests kidney levels, FIV, and FeLV so I’d be ready to care for her at home. Her blood was thin, making it difficult to draw. She lay still, so weak. The vet gave her fluids through an IV to help her regain strength. I prayed with all my heart please be safe, little one. You’re in good hands now. Just hold on a little longer.

But then… she began to have seizures. The vet explained that as a stray, the fear had been overwhelming her body went into shock. They tried everything CPR, emergency medication they did everything they possibly could. But that little heart… it simply couldn’t beat anymore.

It’s okay, my sweet one. At the very least, you knew kindness. You were helped, and cared for, and loved with everything we had. And most importantly you weren’t a stray anymore. You had me. You had us.

I named you "Angel." Sleep peacefully now, little angel.

Angel’s body was generously donated to the Small Animal Hospital at Chulalongkorn University. For the next three years, veterinary students will learn from her and in this way, your gentle spirit will continue to help others, just as we tried to help you.

Thank you for finding me. Thank you for letting me be yours, even for just a little while. Rest well, my beautiful Angel. You were so loved.